Love/Romance/Sexual energy

”Purpose and healing of the 3 above words toward higher love between 2 people and the universe… it’s a call, a final call for humanity to understand the real purpose of sexual intercourse; it has a collective goal to heal our planet and to keep her strong for ever”

Romance and Sexual energy

Romance is the life force of the universe, supporting the ‘why’ we create sexual energy from it. While sexual energy is its manifestation power to transport the love to damaged areas or places throughout our world and universe. We can also call it kundalini energy, bipolar energy or psychotic energy. In other words love needs to be carried out on a spiritual level otherwise it’s not on it’s full potential. Otherwise it will rest on a 3rd dimensional, even 5th dimensional level of consciousness. And we are hard in need of that powerful energy for a much bigger purpose of peace! Just imagine how it goes, do you feel you are in need of a more deep resonation while performing the deed; ‘having sex without a purpose is a sad feeling’. 

But did it ever occur to you we need to heal the world with its content, the kundalini, sexual, manifestation energy we can create by ourselves through our divine connection?

Here you can feel it had never anything to do with attraction only…as attraction only is a fatal energy that will bring destructive energy ways in to the human spirit; collective and personal. Even though both sorts, destructive and loving energy, are healing forms. Through karma or through love. Wich one do you choose? Are you enough in tune with self-love to be able to choose love?


Think ”stop!” when a partner has narcissistic ways! It’s counterforce! Stay awake! But still if you need to process such a healing-form you will have to get to understand, and to know, yourself more through it than you did before! Still working through some karmic events. To end up knowing yourself is the only purpose we have here on earth for many reasons. Think about this important one as…working your own divine life purpose, the reason you are born here. And yess it (will) hurt(s) badly if narcissism enters your life! Question every relationship when doubt is appearing, cause when doubt is formed in the very beginning of it, you must be wise! Noticing these red flags, they are not there for nothing. Surely not for love. Don’t fool yourself here. You deserve better dear one! Say no to any suppressed action of another human being. Walk away if you feel insecure everytime when you are together and when you are apart…does that happens constantly? It’s not your energy, it the energy of a very insecure soul trying to bathe in your light, not matter how compassionate you are it will drive you crazy. The compassion is leading back most of the time to that absent parent. These souls are eating your light for a the end a self fulfilling prophecy. It is your own bright strong and most beautifull light that YOU must protect. No one else will and it might be that your parents weren’t able to show you how to love yourself. As that is what the collective narcissistic energy is all about; fighting the Light(the good) if we are not in tune with ourselves to become atuned. How will you ever know and feel it otherwise, in that case a firm mirror needs to bring you back. Appearently wise kind words in making you understand your pain are not entering your feelings no more it had to come at the extend of meeting the narcissist. All of this because we are about to take direction, in preparation toward a higher love, a new way of explaining to ourselves what sexual energy is really about.

I especially wrote this chapter on narcissism, due to my own life-experience with a narcissistic father, to open up your heart again to the self. I have had the realization how counterforce is in interaction with higher love. So if you have arrived at that point you will be questioned by counterforce, everytime you do collective lightwork from a 13the dimentional realm. It’s a protection clause build in by the low of karma until you have done enought manifestations to gaine trust with your actions.

A collective purpose surprisingly (correction of what is already written)

Here we arrived at the dimensional level of twinsouls, these souls are holding their light at the 13th dimension or energy level. Opening up 13 chakra’s already now in 2018. A rather unknown fact that has nothing to do with the commercial approach these days we see in trantra workshops. It is a sacred energy between two people, not the one given unappreciative in group settings in tantra workshop that are undervalued. Led to a path of lack of wisdom, cause we do not need assistance on our spiritual path, we can get all of our information through our intuitive capabilities. As we growing into our 13th dimension level we get the information by ourselves, channelled in a automatic course! In patience and trust. Working with this bipolar energy, we rebuild and recall a full spectrum of rainbow light that we place in the collective field while it re-installs our sexual intercourse on a whole new level. What has been damaged and suppressed by performing narcissistic sexual interaction is healing in both partners, throughout all karmic pain.  

I must point out here that every couple is unique, but let me define it this way…I am talking about the feminine body who needs to learn again how to tune in to our planet, Lady Gaia. Connect with her and manifest with her while the male energy is making the bridge(rainbow light) for the feminine half of the twinsoulship to connect to the powers above. To invoke the Goddess-energies of the femine divine matrix carried by the many layers of Angelic support. It can only happen if the male energy of the twinsoulship is well settled in one’s body so a male-soul is receiving guidance from this Angels how to treat the femine body so the body can spread out sexual energy as healing energy for a very wide purpose to restore collective energy. Here the couple is holding an intention what and where to send their healing and manifestation energy(light). The same way in how a baby receives its mother’s energy, it simple receives it through the body of the mother and after it is born. It about love, not about ‘sex’. That is why I feel to re-name that word;  kundalini energy(yoga world) or bipolar energy(in its full balanced way) or psychotic energy(in its full balanced way). Let’s call it God- energy, as that is what it is.

For questions about the unbalanced ways of these bipolar, psychotic energies thriving on a psychiatric level, feel free to send in these questions aswel. It is a very important subject to open up to the world. I have called it New Age Psychiatry.

By this pure game of brewing, creating this energy a couple can become as one for this very powerful purpose(and here I just written down the real purpose of sexual intercourse). They are performing quite a important lightwork that is of invaluable worth to our dense energies around the globe and above we also create ourselves by believing in ego. To become on that level of manifestation there is needed a mutual wisdom and consciousness to work together in a new respect by twin souls. Twin souls meet each other without you have to do the hunt for finding him or her, it happens divinely guided. Cause at every performance to sending this healing light a couple is guided by all of its Angels and Guardian Angels, and is guided by their  guides in spirit. It’s about combining both powers to one very strong light that will be forced in to the collective intentional cause you both decided to (light)work for. And that is the only reason we need this orgastic energy(kundalini,  psychotic,…) for. A pulse that is triggered by love, not sex. It is functioning as the carrier for distributing it’s seeds of love. The sperm seeds of love, or either to create new life through a physical baby or new souls energetically send to our planet to bring light.

By reading this article you have received enought insight for the start off of the opening of the 13th chakra. So questioning the how to manifest these energies is not necessary. Only trust is key now.

Those souls come back as light emitters. The people you encounter that are on a mission for our planet. Think about Malala or at very dense times we had; Martin Luther King. We also have the whistle blower indigo’s are Snowden. Or a performer as Madonna who is a fierce indigo not giving in her ideas and visions, even if the Vatican is trying to hold her back, her message was already spread.

This wisdom is channelled with the power of the wonderfull Goddesses we know as Pele, Isis, Lakhmi,…and many many more.

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New Age Psychiatry(NAP): ‘Dis-ease for life purpose recovery’

If we victimize disease we are not wanting to be corrected nor embracing the amazing task counterforce is bringing. It is not purpose to go along with its pushed and pulls cause you are only called (finally) to become a psychic reader by holding earth and heaven between your own hands. To bring both yin and yang energy to the places in your auric system that are under attack of karmic involment that you performed in other lifetimes. Not to forget there are no past nor future lifetimes, synchronicity is holding you responsible to heal yourself. Helping healers are only whispering eventual tools to use to get it done, they have no control over disease’s power, no matter how awful you feel. You must follow the pace of your entire body; its mind, emotions, physical state and karmic signalization at an acceptabel therapeutic rhythm and an intuitive rhythm asking what it is dying to say . Not going fast nor going to slow, listening to embrace each pain so you can guide it to releasement and enlightment.

In psychiatry we are to accept that stability can come from knowing you have been damaged(you allowed it) for many incarnations and endured heavy initiations. Most of the times because you are a very old soul, releasing psychiatric karmic wounds. That is what psychiatry is about. That means your life purpose can not bloom to it fullest if you are not able to “ground” yourself. This must be your daily concern and life long discipline to get back in tune with your body and mind. This way you really can fulfill your life purpose, but you must pass by the messages your dis-ease is revealing to you as they have a crucial value for your purpose here on earth(even if it means you need to be supported by medicines).

An experienced expert,


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Using the universe for everything:

Video about how to manifest in a very simple way, no guru, not following expensive training. Just using what’s out there. Karma and counterforce. About other starsystems.

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Absent parents and christmas:

It’s ok to not being with your parents for the holidays if you can’t emotionally. Not everybody CAN yet, or even maybe never in this lifetime. It is perfectly normal parental absence is a healing process for us now. That it even covers more than only one lifetime. That you are not yet ready to see the complete picture of your father and mother(or one of them) – the good, the bad and the ugly. Finding yourself in a healing process or you might starting up one.

absent parents

Forgiving can play aswel at a distance while you are freeing yourself of every bit of freedom that has been taken from you. In that case, as with me, you probably don’t have the luxury of letting your parent(s) know about your grieve or pain as they are not able to deal with you being broken. Any answer would bring you more upset! They would of done it otherwise with you at the first place if they would be able to do it now. They(or one of your parents) are still processing their own pain coming from their own absent parent(s) in one way or another. And you must protect yourself here, you are no longer in position to take on a role as a parent yourself to them, trying to ease their pain. Decide to stop doing that!

What important is here is that you try to feel what it is to feel more and more free on a deeper level by stopping to find approval in one way or another. This process might feel it’s unfair cause so much hard work goes in to it…well see it that way…

“There must of bin a reason for the impact you went through! A void inside of you to fill up with a much higher way of thinking, seeing things just as you do see clear on the world’s lack, indeed much closer than everybody else. Even to the point you feel lonely by it. Do you feel where I am pointing at?”

So your task…I must say your ‘divine life purpose’ here is to embrace what’s behind all of this. To do some research on the fact why you were confronted with hurt instead of being just simply being happy. Instead you might have experiencing sexual abuse or any other heavy load to carry. Or you are at the point there is a chance you can’t figured out excactly what’s wrong with you.

From my own experience I like to share that throughout searching for the love of my parents I got to realize I was searching in an empty space, untilI I started to embrace the fact it’s not going to change. It’s empty!

So what is there to find if I keep forgetting my own emptyness? EVERYTHING.

I realized at the time I was so empty! Depression it was called. So what will fill me up by my own undertaking? I started to question myself. And here an even longer process started to grow inside of me. A state of being not knowing how to built on a soul(mine) that wasn’t shown how to receive love in the first place. My parents were absent; narcistic father and sexually abused mother(I figured out much later). I could only give love cause that is what I desperately did to gain the love of my parents.

I did start to realize, after a long and tough time of survival, there must be something behind the fact of ‘just being empty’! Realizing and thinking, maybe feeling the moments of me ‘just being’. What did happen there that was alive?


Well I discovered that actually every value was genuine; fantasy, intuition, anger, …. So I accepted that as my truth(although in the beginning I didn’t believe I could start to respect it, was the only me who was there). And eventually I started to share it with the world, like I do now. At first with pain scared of receiving negative reactions, but after a while I just couldn’t care for the outside enfluence. I realised that there has never been someone, but me. That f.e. the illusion of disparately meeting that one love to love you unconditionally is a myth if you do not consider yourself as a part of it. That’s nice if it happens, but as a soul you are there with yourself, no matter how hard you try to push that away.

I guess everyone has his or her karmic impact to overcome, to see what’s left once you deeply accept your soul, daring to go there and uncover it’s layers.

Whether you even must transgend or you must change the way you have become to become who you really are on a soul level…

I guess parental absence had it’s reason to be in a very profound way!! And we can never go as deep in judging another being as he or she can do for him/herself. Let’s hope no one is judging theirselves!! That is the greatest magic trick to survive a life born out of pain. To finally revive and re-invent yourself to the being that is ever changing. Knowing that the saying; ‘I am who I am’,  is not a valid answer.


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– Photo 1 by Brittany Simuangco on Unsplash
– Photo 2 by elizabeth lies on Unsplash
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Holy Isle – part 2

Here it is, the Holy Isle final report – PART 2

What is it? A little reminder

It all started as an invited meditation that I announced as an Event on my secret group(‘Help needed for our Unicorns on Earth’) and Lightworkers that I know wanting to join these meditations. If you feel to join this secret FB-group, pls. send me a PM on facebook( ).

In the first place it were the horses I am seeing as a horse whisperer who called me to go to Scotland, to Holy Isle. To actually fix and open an important vortex for the animals so they can get back to their authentic power on earth and above. So everybody who felt to come along to join in from a distance, while I was in Scotland, could join. The intention of the meditation was for everyone to receive an initiation in communicating more clearly with animals(domesticated and wild), to learn to work with them through the angelic energy of Archangel Phelyai. An Archangel that is occupied to protect the animals and to heal them.

But when I tuned in more and more, still in Holland, to Holy Isle I felt there was something wrong. So doing it in a group setting from a distance didn’t match anymore. It was a matter of first fixing something that was requested by the Angelic realm. So a deeper insight in to the situation was a priority.

At that point my husband and me decided to set up a ‘manifestation’ together to join the callings of the higher realms just the two of us. That way we were able to repair the island’s energy and that of Archangel Fhelyai! The last was strangely enough unusual! As I alwals thought the Angels didn’t have any issues to break through a situation. AE did need our commitment to fix an eartly energy power place. That wasvery interesting.

To go to PART 1: HOLY ISLE — Part 1

Photo’s Part two:


An empty island

Right now, back in Holland, I have started my healings together with Archangel Fhelyai and enjoying to start knowing and working with this Archangel. He came along within our energy since the meditation held on Holy Island.

I must say His ‘RENEWED’ energy!

What happened after connecting with the island through the crystal grid?!

When I got there I saw an island quite in the dark, her light and energy was dusky and it felt as empty. But once the leyline*(see info below) was picked up by the crystal grid Angels must of formed the connection that made the island change from dusky to sunny. The sky above cleared out and we could feel Archangel Fhelyai answering with the following message;

‘I was banned from my refuse’; AE Fhelyai said. The only spot on the island that was inhabited was a buddhist center. Bart felt the energy of the buddhist center wasn’t resonating with the energy of AE Fhelyai’s energy and the island’s energy.

After that Holy Island responded as if it was released and relieved, we saw the AE taking back His place slowly. After waiting for this process to be done we started to feel a re-connected and re-newed energy. We could slowly take away our grid, but we felt we must find a space for thanking this very special and powerful achievement. So we walked on along the water and have put a little peace-stone-construction(see photo below) as we were filled with joy and happiness. WE COULD FEEL THE ANIMAL KINGDOM GETTING BACK THEIR POWER! AND THAT IS WHAT NEEDED TO HAPPEN!

Although our work is only the beginning of saving lots of animals and especially the animal-people connection. To restore it! Animals at the moment do understand people more and better than people do understand the animals.


(*More about Leylines go to: Ley lines )

And the magic of it all was when we were surprised by a swan-family. I have never seen in my life and animal making a bow. But these swans did…they were thanking us for our work and in a fact in name of the whole animal kingdom. I didn’t know what to do with my happiness…I just simply received it all! Click on picture too read more:

Swans making a bow

Swans giving thanks, sharing joy(PURE LOVE)

An animal’s power of goodby



Question to the universe:

”Is the petition I am currently holding(New rules Equestrian Sports) still a strong factor I must derive my attention to? Or may I pass on completely to the higher Light to achieve everything much faster and steadier?”

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Waarom het ego er nog is, al verblijf je in de 5de dimensie!

Ik deel graag dit lichtwerker’s bericht:

‘Lichtwerk met de vergeten meesters van Lemurië’


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HOLY ISLE — Part 1

Here it is, the Holy Isle report !!!

It is 24 th of September and I am more than one week home from Scotland. It all started as an invited meditation that I announced as an Event on my secret group(‘Help needed for our Unicorns on Earth’). If you feel to join this group, pls. send me a PM on facebook( ).

So everybody who felt to come along to join in at a distance while I was in Scotland could join. The intention of the meditation was for everyone to receive an initiation in communicating more clearly with animals(domesticated and wild), to actually learn to work by with the angelic energy of Archangel Phelyai. An Archangel that is occupied to protect the animals and to heal them. But when I tuned in more and more, still in Holland, to Holy Isle (away from the coast of the stunning Isle of Arran) I felt there was something wrong. So doing it in a through a group setting from a distance didn’t match anymore. It was a matter to fix something that was requested, a deeper insight in to the situation was priority. So my husband and me decided to set up a ‘manifestation’ to join the callings of the higher realms. To repair the island’s energy and that of Archangel Phelyai! The last was strangely enough!

From today on I will be sharing once a week the process it took to go over there, to observe and to take action. I’m keeping it that way even a little excited by sharing it part by part, photo by photo. That’s the way I feel doing it. Even though I have done the manifestion over a periode of 4 hours on a sunny day, at once.

Photo’s Part One:

paarden schotland

I am actually right now enjoying to start knowing and working with the energy of Archangel Phelyai that came along within our energy since the meditation held over there(that’s why I could not immediately start to share it here).

I must say His RENEWED energy!

I am adapting to it by slowly bringing it to the horses(and other animals) that are responding to it. So I am awaiting for them to show up each time I will enter a stable the coming weeks. (picture above)The first horses I encountered during my drive in Scotland’s beautifull countryside where excited and ran from a space far away in threesome to where I was standing at the gate of their prairie. Wow!

So What happened?!

A lot happened! After my gut feeling told me there was a kind of emptyness before seeing the Island in real time…an undiscriveble emptiness in fact took over my intuition. I have even doubted if had to go there cause something was off. But I knew counterforce could be the reason of it, or something was really off.

Once I got there I saw an island quite in the dark, her light and energy was dusky and it felt as no Archangel Phelyai was residing there, let alone living there. Once my husband and I set up our grid of stones on the beach across, from upon the Isle of Arran, we did feel connection was starting up. At last minute we decided to hold the ritual from Arran and not from upon Holy Isle itself. So we didn’t take the little boat to cross over the water. That’s the way it felt, and sure it did feel right! In this photo you can see how Holy Isle appears at the back and the gems in the grid up front. The Island only looks small(because of it’s missing energy), but that is only how it appears on photo at the time of it’s state of being before the manifestation. Here you can see a photo with the dusky light.

How to from a grid?

It is a complete intuitive procedure. I took along almost all my gems I had from home and felt, my husband is good in it, wich one to give it’s personal intention for this manifestation. Every stone is getting loads of new energy once it is manifesting toward it’s fullest potention. It is almost like your hands are guiding them were to be positioned.

Holy Island was responding to it.

Stay tuned in for Part 2.












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